To: ♥ Tatum ♥

Dear my butterfly girl,

The day I met you, I fell in love with your eyes. Every time I looked at your eyes, I felt the warmth of your gaze, I saw unimaginable beauty not even the greatest painters could compose, all without knowing what more I would come to fall in love with. As time went on, your eyes only aged like wine, with the sight of them holding all of my deepest, most passionate memories, experiences, and feelings for you.

I fell in love with your body. I fell in love with all of your curves, every inch of your skin, every strand of your hair. My body aches for yours so often, to explore it, to give and receive pleasure from it, to love it, to hold it, and to intertwine with it. I feel so instinctively physically attracted to you, like my body was meant to have yours, the intensity of my urges to make love to you tell me it’s my purpose. I will make your body mine and you will feel all of me, making love inside you, caressing you, and assuring you that you are safe, and all I need. Every part of you that you say is imperfect is so incredibly perfect to me. Your face is my muse, it’s beauty is unmatched to anything that even God could create. I dream of it day and night, I follow it wherever it goes. Your smile is a fountain of joy, and transforms your face into a masterpiece of happiness. Your teeth are the sun that sets below the hills of your lips, a sight that is brief but gorgeous, a moment I wish would never end. Your skin glows like fireflies in a forest, and is as soft as the moonlight. Your lips, so full and lush, are made to embrace mine forever until they are black and blue. Your nose is sculpted like a statue, cute and pristine, bringing harmony to your tender cheeks, and sleek facial structure. I yearn for your arms and hands to touch me, hold me, and embrace me just as I long to have you in my arms as well. Your breasts are so alluring and arousing, a part of your femininity that makes you so desirable to me. Your legs, your thighs, and your butt are all a blessing to my eyes and what motivate me every day to wake up.

I fell in love with your soul. Your voice is the sweetest melody of a song, the chorus that repeats in my head, and the hook that sunk into my heart. My heart truly is all yours. My heart is full of every I love you we said to each other, every time I have said your name, every laugh we shared, every breath we took sleeping together, every song that reminded me of you, every flower that reminded me of you, every part of you that I see throughout my life, every sweet moment that made you shy, every time you cried with me and were vulnerable with me, every letter you wrote in your book and paragraphs of love for me, every time that I see you are healing from your past, every glimpse of your face, every time you have showed me something you are proud of, every time you have made me proud of you, every time you have touched my soul and it will be, Forever. You have made my life complete. You are my soulmate, my life, the other half of me that I needed, the water to my roots, the sun to my leaves, my forever girl. You showed me that true love is real, you taught me how to love and be loved, and you will always be the first and only girl I will love. Sometimes I think there is a God, because I don’t know how else I would be blessed to grow, change, and become whole with the girl of my dreams; sensitive, kind, loving, affectionate, empathetic, beautiful, smart, gentle, and perfect as I always wished for. I think about our future constantly. The adventures we will go on, watching the stars together while you are in my arms, long walks in a forest holding hands even when our hands are sweaty, going exploring in the city trying weird food and clothes that are really obviously ugly to make each other laugh, building a home together, having pets and being able to come back from a long day to the warmth of each other, and everything else we will experience together as time goes on. I want you, I want you forever. I will fight with you, I will forgive you, I will do whatever it takes for us to be together, even until we are old and gray.

I love you Tatum, my angel, my everything.